Saturday, February 03, 2007

Numb

What do I want from life? I want everything. I want my dreams to be fulfilled.. I want to live life the way I want to. I want happiness..

Am I looking for too much? I don't noe.. am really confused about a lot of things right now and I dont know how to end the confusion. Where do i go.. What do i do...Am scared about the future.. God..show me the way please..

34 comments:

Princess said...

Almost same situation here..

Every phase of life will pass away.

Cheers,
-Aiz.

niTin said...

"Man - a being in search of meaning."
Plato.
Edit man to "human", for these politically correct times.

Anonymous said...

man who look at eye
bird unseen for him

- ancient deeish saying

chaos said...

neha... the word is uncertainty... me too facing similar situation... it happens when two of the most important parameters of life are in question - professional and personal (i mean - core/ love) but you can't just pin point what's that is bothering! ... too many variables ... however, i think i have found something to answer this (at least it seems to be working for me) ... attack one variable at a time ... don't ignore others, but just keep it going ... reducing the number of variables will also increase self confidence ... hope things fall in places soon...

Trevor Penn said...

Take a break.... and if u can't afford one, walk one small step at a time and don't think too far ahead.
Best wishes.

Rajat Goyal said...

hang in there buddy! everything is going to turn out just fine :)

Anirudh 'Lallan' Choudhry said...

awwwwwww...hugs neha....jus be urself ..thats all i can say

Fatima Mohamed said...

still so unsure myself what i want with my life, guess we just have to take it one day at a time....

Anshuman said...

cmon smarty, you shdnt be scared of the future,of all the people !

I wont distribute any advice to you, coz I know, you can do better ! :-)

Venki said...

seems evryone is in the same dilemma as myself!!! thankx for visiting my page do keep checking, happy that u liked the counter..i havent tagged any gal from my blog till now.. will you take up the tag thing??

Ekta said...

hahaha....welcome to the land of reality...confusion galore!

SeePearrl said...

"I want happiness.."

Happiness...the ultimate goal!
I believe we sometimes struggle to find ways that leads to happiness...once we find it we feel grt!

so find wat is that which can lead you to happiness!

chaos said...

on a lighter note ... pick up a box of baccardi/smirnoff/whatever your taste is ... and off to himalayas ;)

Unknown said...

Every once in a while, god will be missing in action ;)

Everything will eventually pass.

Sudarshan said...

I think almost everyone is confused about their lives..nothing is certain, and almost everything is a mystery..but no one has an explanation for such things right?

I guess we should take life as it comes..laugh and enjoy as much as we can: we never know what we're gona face next!!

Whats been going on with you? Enjoy your weekend! Are you CONFUSED about what to do this weekend? LOL:-)

AlterinG Abhishek said...

wow!
is this influ-enced yb my post or otherwise( from my change blogf))

Whatever the scenario!!.. its a very good thing to have such a thot and bein such a mode!!
Pain always brings about CHANGE..

to know and accept that you dont know.. is already a lot of achievement and a BIG step ahead!!
kUDOS!!

Anonymous said...

Hi Neha….R u sad??? This time ur topic seems … :(

By the way, plz don’t be……take this life normal, be normal and try to see normal dreams. U will see this life is really beautiful.

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Take Care, Be Happy and Be the Best

Thenraj said...

Even i am struggling like that...

Y i am saying this is, u may start think that everyboy surrounded u also having the same problem, so u wont feel much about it.. :-P

Beenzzz said...

I've always heard that faith and patience helps in times like these. When you least expect it, everything will unravel just the way it is intended to.

Saira said...

Hey i guess most of us are going thru that...just hope that may god show u the way...good luck..:)

The Individualist said...

At the cost of sounding condescending or preaching, I'll want to say that it is part of evolving into an adult.
All the confusion about the future and not knowing where to go and even if you know where to go, wondering if you know what you think you know and wondering if the place where you want to go is the place you really want to go.
You know what I mean.
Welcome to the club. :D

soumya mukerji said...

I like the colors of your blog... and hey... this thought is a regular visitor to all of hearts i guess... ONLY A VISITOR... welcome or unwelcome... and we'll feel a lot better if we learn to cope, rather enjoy with such guests... who often leave a lot to reflect on!!
Take care.

soumya mukerji said...

I like what the individualist says...

Ar Ar Ar Arrrrr said...

I can forsee your future, my friend.

You are going to help one of your friend sometime in near future to get his first divorce from his filthy rich wifey...and then you are going to get rich afta he gets zillions n zillions alimony :P

I can see all your dreams come true....so just relax :)

Ar Ar Ar Arrrrr said...

....and yes, HAPPY VALENTINES Day zee :)

Jassim said...

i read it all

every word

and i still don't understand a thing

what had you heard

what had you heard

was it love

was it take another walk in the dark

you'll never learn

i'd pray to god if there was heaven

but heaven seems so very far from here

and it all boils down to the same thing

just a yin and a yang or a couple of pipe dreams

and it all boils down to the same old pain

whether you win or you lose isn't gonna change a single
thing

i stood in line and a thought crossed my mind

i had been dreaming but i didn't mind

i signed the line and the woman looked right through me

she didn't smile

i'd pray to god if there was heaven

but heaven seems so very far from here

and it all boils down to the same old thing

just a yin and a yang or a couple of pipe dreams

and it all boils down to the same old pain

whether you win or you lose isn't gonna change a single
thing

i'd pray to god if there was heaven

but heaven seems so very far from here

and it all boils down to the same old thing

just a yin and a yang or a couple of pipe dreams

and it all boils down to the same old pain

whether you win or you lose isn't gonna change a single
thing

and it all boils down to the same old fear

just a link in a chain

just a puppet on a string

and it all boils down to the same old pain

whether you win or lose

whether you win or lose

whether you win or lose

whether you win or lose


Call it resigned to fate or whatever ...... :-)

All Is Whole said...

Put a tab on the think tank...
And ofcourse, you kan do it.....
"Salvation lies within"

Hopeful Indian said...

When ur expectations are least n we flow along with what life has to offer, that path of least resistance can keep things flowing smoothly as if on autopilot. But all this confusion comes when we wanna mould life according to what we want it to be. Does that mean we will stop changing it to our liking?

coolvir said...

No time is constant,be it happy or sad or confusing.The best thing about life is that it goes on.

This phase will also pass.

AlterinG Abhishek said...

NUMB(U) Paani Time!!!

Unknown said...

Take one thing at a time. Prioritize your longings and then nail them down one by one. Thats the only way, God can't help you much there...

Pradeep Puranik said...

Good to see your thought process has matured a lot since i first started reading you. :)

Scared? Don't be. Simply go with the flow. Life finds way!

Cheers!

Anonymous said...

babz! are you alright?? what happened to the neha i kinda knew... well, at least the one i used to talk to...

i am quite disappointed...

Enigma© said...

think its been long u've posted this one.. but i felt like answering.. so how r u feelin now?? its the same case with most of the people.. same with me.. thought bloggin would help me.. i'm a new blogger.. ur posts r good..:-). plz keep postin..